My Story
My Story
The essence of romantic love and true prosperity became so vivid through my childhood perceptions. A mental picture of a perfect place here people could and should achieve the desires of their hearts was forever planted in my mind.
My wonderful parents with much love and determination set out to protect me from harm. Unaware of many harmful effects of the anti-civilization, they were taught to suppress and repress my ambitions. Growing up there were many rules of discipline that were strictly enforced. This gave me the potential for becoming a great leader. However, as ideas became value creations they were mostly shot down. Shot down by the “You cannot,” “You could not,” and “You should not.” When by chance or hard work, all obstacles to these three ‘not’ adverbs were overcome; the ever powerful “You will not” was sure to prevail. For there was a grave false truth being passed down for many generations causing the minds of men, women, and children to stagnate. I call this the god of false humility. Many years had passed before this false god could be broken down from the high places of my spirit. Being brought up studying the Holy Bible, there was a sharp contrast between the humility and the power of Messiah. The ministry of Messiah taught us that God is love and how important it is for us to love our fellow man. Along with that was added a powerful concept of becoming self leaders. This new level of consciousness in caused individuals to become responsible for their own thoughts, actions, and decisions. A place where the sincere desires of our hearts become beautiful butterflies when we understand pure love and honesty. I call this place today Neothink. Everyone is invited. How do we get there? We may only arrive by looking within ourselves to find the innocent child. Only then are we able to see clearly. We must weed out the false truths that clutter the garden of our minds. Adjusting the scope of the integrity of our knowledge propels us forward to the place where values are both created and enjoyed. The powerful essence of value creation is infinite. Happiness, prosperity, and romantic love are found in value creation. Hate and harm are the results of mysticism and false gods created by value destroyers. Mark Hamilton’s epic trilogy in the story of Ms Annabelle may not be written in the style of poetry, though it compares to a symphony to me. Many people’s lives have been enriched by the writings of Mark including mine. An organization of like-minded people is being formed with the intention of propelling our planet forward through the Twelve Visions he has written about. Neothink is truly for the good of all people. Thank you Mark and all Neothink persons.
Deborah Stevenson
What Members Say | Deborah Stevenson | 07 March 2010 |
By Darrin Pegram, March 10, 2010 @ 12:23 am
Hello Deborah,
It sounds like your story was my story too. Except that your suppression occurred at home and mine in jail. The Chicanos are like family in gangs and jail. They have a political system in there of “cannot’s” and “do not’s” too. These rules cxreated a conditioned child of their gangs.
It appears now that we are on the same individualistic road toward romantic love and true prosperity and are discovering our essences.
Good luck and see you on the site.
By Lila Bennett, March 12, 2010 @ 1:51 pm
Hi Deborah,
I know my parents wanted a better life for me than they had growing up, and that was still a struggle as adults. However, they essentially sort of left me alone to raise myself, which was a lonely way to grow up, but didn’t put so much emphasis on “NO you can’t”. Because of the turmoil in my family, I couldn’t believe it when my mother told me “I envy this carefree time of your life. Enjoy it!” I though care free? though she couldn’t know how the turmoil affected me and my siblings. Only once, when I cited my highest ambitions, did my Mother say “Don’t hitch your wagon to a star”! I realized later that she thought the world would let me down.
I don’t want other children and families to labor under those crushing illusions. I respect Mark Hamilton’s writings and those which helped me to finish off most misconceptions and illusions, which when removed, enabled great growth and intuition of Self and Brain Power to flourish! This is really living!
Deborah, You have a beautiful way of expressing yourself. Perhaps THERE is a talent you might persue, if you haven’t already!
Love, Lila Bennett